MERRI CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY 8DDDDDD

I hope Santa brought you everything you wanted. <3


I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.


HAVE A FANTASTIC AND LOVING DAY PLEASE!!!!! DDDD

Ever since I got home, I've been rather sad and down. I don't feel like my heart is at home, I think it's still in Ada, with all the cows and corn. I never thought I would miss it so much, but I really do. Even if it was just a bunch of farmland with only a McDonald's, a Rite Aid, a bar and the crappiest cell phone reception I have ever experienced. I even miss those nasty swans that bit the back of my thigh, and I hate those damn birds.

I miss everyone so much. Even though I was only there for two weeks, it amazes me even, we became a family. They were the best family, all loving, each and every one of them. We were a funny family, consisting of 17 Americans and 35 Japanese. There is not one person I will ever forget or stop loving. They became a huge part of my heart. We teased, cried, in some cases fought in the hallway at 9:00 o’clock in the evening by running down the hallway head on. XD Some of my fondest memories are of them. I wish we never had to separate, I wish we could have all stayed together. I tried to tell myself it wasn’t goodbye, just I will see you later, but it didn’t stop the tears. It doesn’t even stop the tears now.

The first week I got home from camp was absolutely awful. I actually hated just sitting around, I missed working hard to finish my homework, I missed reading the Hagakure at 7 a.m. for my History class cause it was the only time I could muster myself to actually open it. I missed getting up at 6 a.m to get ready for breakfast just so I could go see and smile at my new friends I had made the day before. I missed whispering Ayaka’s name and her doing the same back and listening to her giggle. I miss everything. I would give just about anything to go back and just do it all again, over and over again.

What kills me the most is, I even miss that noxious smell that assaulted your nose as you walked by that dish belt in the cafeteria. I remember plugging my nose and whispering in Japanese to Shunsuke every time we passed it that it smelled. XDD I will always remember that word, cause we used it so much.

Sorry guys, I just kinda needed to vent.

Jasmine You of Versailles died today.


I'm so heartbroken, I loved Jasmine so much.


I honsetly couldn't believe it and I'm still having a hard time excepting it.


I can't stop crying...

So, I just noticed that I hit 10,000 page views.

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.

I love all you guys so much ;A;

You are all loving and so supportive! I hope I can be just a loving and supporting of you guys!


Once again, THANK YOU.

-love hugs for everyone-

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So I'm home from camp.

I'm really sad.

I miss everyone like crazy.

It was probably one of the best times of my life, I learned so much and I really grew as a person being with all those new people. I even learned that I talked WAY too fast. XDD As Ayaka and Kotoha informed me, later Masaya as well.

I have so many memories, especially the memories of my roomate and friends across the hallway making a gay porno. XDD I'm a creep, lemme tell you. We did some obnxious things like singing a song in Japanese to get rid of rude and annoying people.

----------------------> Song we sang : [link] (best song EVAH)

Highlights of Camp:

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(After XDD)

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(*flails arms* AYAKA! LOOK LEON-KINS! AYAKA!!! XDD)

I. LOVE. THIS. PLACE.


I don't wanna go home. XDD

And this is only my second day!


The Japanese students are so cute~ And everytime I see one of the cute girls I like flip out~ So we had to design a code word, whenever a Japanese student walks by, we say, Pineapple! XDDDD It comes in handy I must say. Now whenever I hear pineapple, I spaz. XDD


Well last night they had us go and meet the Highschool students.

I met the cutest, most adorable girl, I have ever had the pleasure of meeting in my entire life.
Her name was Ayeko <333333333333
She was so shy and cute.

She actually approached me and told me I was cute.
I got a little to excited and was like, "I THINK YOU ARE CUTE!"
She got this really big, cute smile and told me thank you and hugged me!!!!
I died guys, you have no idea.


XDD I'm going to steal her.

And almost all the student here are like anime nerds but most of us are actually here because of career choices and just a general interest in learning languages and different cultures, the talking about buttsex at 11 at night is just a plus. XDDDD

Well lunch is calling. Take care guys <333333
I love you *hugs for everyone*